Thursday, June 25, 2009
♥ Ngày thứ 2 (day 2)
I hated getting up this morning! Must have been exhausted last night cuz I fell into sleep like a baby without turning the light off and I normally can't sleep when it's not really dark. I got up eventually and still had enough time to take a nice, long shower and blow-dry my hair. And a splash of Gucci Envy (that I bought while out shopping last night) to make the day all fresher.
My mood is somewhat better today. It actually has got a lot lighter by the end of yesterday. I'm getting so much better at getting over and letting go by the feel of it. A bit of longing is natural and I think it'll be gone by 2 or 3 weeks at most. I have done a good job erasing him out of my brain a few times before, well, only for him to come back and mess me all up again, although this last time it got too emotional and out of control, which was all my fault for dumping him and then taking him back again (Yes, I know you like that, all my fault, you stupid dick, should've given you a few more slaps and kicks!). I hate my wrecked willpower! when will I be mature enough to stick with whatever I know is good for my health?
Ok stop! I'm not supposed to be raving about all this. I'll get over it.
Anyway, trying to come up with a nice shrimp recipe since I just bought some huge key west shrimps. I'm thinking bacon wrapped or breaded butterfly.
My mood is somewhat better today. It actually has got a lot lighter by the end of yesterday. I'm getting so much better at getting over and letting go by the feel of it. A bit of longing is natural and I think it'll be gone by 2 or 3 weeks at most. I have done a good job erasing him out of my brain a few times before, well, only for him to come back and mess me all up again, although this last time it got too emotional and out of control, which was all my fault for dumping him and then taking him back again (Yes, I know you like that, all my fault, you stupid dick, should've given you a few more slaps and kicks!). I hate my wrecked willpower! when will I be mature enough to stick with whatever I know is good for my health?
Ok stop! I'm not supposed to be raving about all this. I'll get over it.
Anyway, trying to come up with a nice shrimp recipe since I just bought some huge key west shrimps. I'm thinking bacon wrapped or breaded butterfly.
3:12 PM
