Monday, June 22, 2009
♥ The love affair! (Doesn't it deserve its own entry?)
When a gal is out by herself for too long, she gets tougher. She gets clever, she knows how to take care of herself real well, thus, she's no longer Miss Innocent although it's what she pretends to be sometimes. Once in a while she even looks down at "those women" who just have to have a man to survive, to be happy while she, proud to be Miss Independent, needs nobody to look after her.
But truth be told, she's always waiting for that guy to come, a guy to take care of her, to make her feel like a woman, fragile and innocent again. Secretly, she's just lonely, that is when Miss Independent is done with all the work and partying. She'd be all by herself in this little room again and wondering if this is all that is to her life. She feels she's too wise for her own liking because no man likes a woman who's too experienced, they love those somewhat silly but less challenging girl whose heads and lives ain't full of stressful stuffs life hers.
As it is, a lonely woman falls in love quite easily, but not with just any man. She certainly doesn't like losers who she has no respect for or the know-it-all, always-has-to-be-right men since she herself is proud. The kind of man that she has soft spot for is normally the one who has all the appearance of a strong, matured male. But that is not all. The guy also has to be a sweet-talker and a clever one at that because she craves loving but she can tell if one is faking. He needs to appear unattainable because a strong woman like to pursue; easy target doesn't attract her for her idea of a good life is the kind of life that she gotta work hard to earn. All in all, he can either be the one or just a doggone player. And then there are 2 things that come, one good, other bad. The good thing is that smart as she is, it doesn't take much for her to spot the real deal from the junks. The bad one and the hard one is that smart as she is, she's also lonely and although she knows perfectly well what she gotta do, that is to dumb the jerk, she is easily tempted. After all, he got all the look of it, he's attentive, respectful and attractive, it's just that he's not "ready to settle down," the deadly cliche every women falls for, trying even harder with the hope that someday when he's finally "ready to settle down," it'd be with her. But she, Miss Independent, knows better than that, he ain't gonna "settle" as long as he knows he's still hot on the market. Still, to know is one thing and to do is another. She persuades herself with the idea that she doesn't need him but she wants him and she, tough as she is, can surely control the outcome of what she wants. So she sets off, knowing fully well what she wants and what he is, to the loving land which has more lust than love. It just keeps going like that until one night, she comes home feeling more miserable than she's ever been. "This is not what I want," she'd tell herself....
(until nxt time)
But truth be told, she's always waiting for that guy to come, a guy to take care of her, to make her feel like a woman, fragile and innocent again. Secretly, she's just lonely, that is when Miss Independent is done with all the work and partying. She'd be all by herself in this little room again and wondering if this is all that is to her life. She feels she's too wise for her own liking because no man likes a woman who's too experienced, they love those somewhat silly but less challenging girl whose heads and lives ain't full of stressful stuffs life hers.
As it is, a lonely woman falls in love quite easily, but not with just any man. She certainly doesn't like losers who she has no respect for or the know-it-all, always-has-to-be-right men since she herself is proud. The kind of man that she has soft spot for is normally the one who has all the appearance of a strong, matured male. But that is not all. The guy also has to be a sweet-talker and a clever one at that because she craves loving but she can tell if one is faking. He needs to appear unattainable because a strong woman like to pursue; easy target doesn't attract her for her idea of a good life is the kind of life that she gotta work hard to earn. All in all, he can either be the one or just a doggone player. And then there are 2 things that come, one good, other bad. The good thing is that smart as she is, it doesn't take much for her to spot the real deal from the junks. The bad one and the hard one is that smart as she is, she's also lonely and although she knows perfectly well what she gotta do, that is to dumb the jerk, she is easily tempted. After all, he got all the look of it, he's attentive, respectful and attractive, it's just that he's not "ready to settle down," the deadly cliche every women falls for, trying even harder with the hope that someday when he's finally "ready to settle down," it'd be with her. But she, Miss Independent, knows better than that, he ain't gonna "settle" as long as he knows he's still hot on the market. Still, to know is one thing and to do is another. She persuades herself with the idea that she doesn't need him but she wants him and she, tough as she is, can surely control the outcome of what she wants. So she sets off, knowing fully well what she wants and what he is, to the loving land which has more lust than love. It just keeps going like that until one night, she comes home feeling more miserable than she's ever been. "This is not what I want," she'd tell herself....
(until nxt time)
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